I have left all groups. I got tired of the manipulation, the lies, the backstabbing, and the need for authority and domination. We are NOT in daycare anymore! One thing thats in common with these groups is that they deny the darker and more sinister aspects of Satanism and yet label it automically as evil. They will not or refuse to understand what the darker aspects are all about. SELF DEIFICATION! If one doesnt like it, oh well, that is their problem.
Anyway, these groups I been a part of wasnt offering anything genuine, all it is dogma and fuckin rules, they need to wake up NATURE DOES NOT KNOW ANY “RULES.” Nature is wild and free, savage, cruel, kind and loving all at the same time. Nature is NOT one sided. This has been demonstrated so many time. However we as Satanists revere and respect the earth, because it is our home, our dwelling place, our environment. Remember, our environment tells a lot about us. It reflects everything we are about, that is why symbolism and sympathetic magic is very useful in this aspect.
These “Satanic” groups do not understand that any “revealed” truths is utter nonsense because all you are doing is revealing to them, and people are actually paying them to be revealed “secrets” and I know this by first-hand experience. Revealing truth to someone will not refine and mold an individual into Godhood. Those who lie and misguide those seeking genuine knowledge and wisdom know deep down that they can not get anything like this by revealed secrets, chanting chants or sit on your ass type of meditations (not that we hate that type of meditation I am talking about those who think meditation will solve everything). Meditation as much as it is important to employ it, it is not the answer to everything, you must be active and take action. You wont find truth or wisdom in any book but by way of life, and Satanic living!
Another thing when it comes to human sacrifice, people are squeamish, shy away or lie about having killed something before. These groups do not have the guts to initiate such a practice, they do not understand death is a natural part of life, taken by another or by accident.